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i didn† love him right. At times like these, I am so happy I kept this oft-neglected blog alive. hardly anyone reads it, and i can freely rant like as if i have a real outlet, for privatizing it is not necessary. I love him. i really do. but perhaps i loved him wrong. I did things that showed I loved him to me, but not to him. I will miss him and i miss him already. i am so afraid of tonight. of what is to come. for those out there who love me, please remember us in ur prayers. God is my only comfort and source of strength. I sincerely hope he wont think i only call out to him in times of helplessness. I feel like a wet weather friend. But God help me, I need Him. blogged at 10:12 a.m. on 2010-11-19 |